Long time

Its been long time i didt touch my blog=D,btw, year meant alot meaning but feels a lack of time. ive been wit my swty 2years 4months d,dis year i would finish my diploma,dono weather wan continue my degree or nt,cz its long way~.~

Btw i wont b writing animore,came back from family day,since 2008=.=,oni dis year got.well dis year held in sunway,suks.adios.outta here~

QUESTION FOR A LIFETIME

1)Does ani1 noe da true meaning of da following feelings?
-DESPAIR
-HATRED
-AGONY
-MALICE
-LOVE
-SADNESS
-FAILURE
-SUCCESS
-GREED
-POWER
-HAPPINESS

2)Do we ever sit down and tink wat we want?wat r we doing?wats rite or wrong?or even recap da day b4 u go2 bed?

3)Do u tink tat wat u have now is enough?ever tink u want more?(human nature-cant escape)

4)Friendship/family/love/career/health/wealth-Choose one major(u noe u cant have more then1major

5)Do u ever regret a lifetime?does it have2 b like this?

I have experience all above,expect the last.Have u?

Dinner out wit family n cousins

The wedding was at Concorde hotel near bukit nanas. The food was somewhat ok...my dad say it was better mandarin oriental's food.=p...ok...all i noe tat my "ako"s will attend.

OK...special feature bout dem...all my ako smokes...xD.Other dn tat i didit aspect 2 c my gud old cousin-Loo zhe qun...T.T...i miss him alot since he left at std6.he stil handsome as always..xD.i didt manage 2 tk pitc wit him tats da sad point.der's a long story bhind his family background,i don wan 2 mention it. Time 4 sum pitc of da day^^

NIM2(Night in museum2)

The show was quite funny,but the plot suks as it is predictable.but its funny to watch it til d end..=p,amy adams was awsome,she luks like julia robert in austrialia.btw here sum pict of her....she's jz wonderful^^,and oh...she luks best wen her hair is straighten.

She's jz wonder ful in dis dress^^ Luks lk sum1?(Arvil Lavigne)=] Amy in enchanted(she's pretty in da movie rite?^^) Luks old enuf isnt it?..heee

I have no idea wat is goin on wit my study...ARGH!!!!

I reli don get it,i've understand it,follow the rules,apply in it...wats wrong? most of my subject nw suks n i get an "E" for my service1 and is equall to my final 60%,n nw i have oni 40% more n i will wrk hard 4 it!!!

I oso hope i don c tat fuking suja face again nxt sem or i'l withdraw myself frm tat course!!!! I hope my other subject will nt as worst lk dis....or else im doom!!!MAN wats wrong?tell me god, wats wrong? for my studio i admit i didt practice mch on my drawing,bt others?i dont get it!!!!

What im good at u tel me?i don feel that im good at aniting,jz rubbish!!dahlah im nobody,lk a pile of shyt!! da feeling of giving up jz cant loose on me,i jz hope i can make it through,bless me~

2day is da worst day of my life

As mention above,i've hurt my sweetheart again.i jz cant accept facts wer its a fact,Im very sad n heart ache rite nw n i hope im wit her rite nw,2comfort her n tel her how sry m i.Wile toking2 her in messanger, up my mind was jz 1ting,bt tat 1 ting would jz shattered my life in few second n i wound't say it out myself
Sweetheart u r the one only sweetheart in my heart,n nth wil change my luv4u.i noe tat u wan2 c me each n evry moment n so do i,bt we r nt in da same hse as we noe,u oso noe tat my course tat im taking is owez bz n constricted with time.i cn spend my whole life wit u,bt wat is was a moment wit best friend?i spend more time wit u rather dn dem,is tat nt enuf?Well if u tink tat im nt enuf4 u,u could jz*******
My heart nw is as pain as my 1st luv,n its been long time i didt hav it n tats proof it.



I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU

FOREVER

@@o lala~

wow...long time no post...gt da urge2 post..xD.bz al da time,well...almost all da time=p.da whole last december i was playin CABAL on9,lol.freakin bored since i cant find a job tat time.Alot of tings happen during tat time til nw,well1 of da main tings is tat i gt my swety.hehe.thou she lk2 kacau me wen im bz,bt stil...i prefer nt2 do tat my dear~

Aniway here's wat ive been through 4da whole quater month:-

Dinner wit Ck n yiuBBQ in aunty hseat 1U shopping 4XmasVday at pavllion

Sunrise Bhd family day at the mines

Woke up early at 6,found the way to the mines...very big...haha,my dad go wrong way,went to da palace of da golden horses,i luv da lake-gt lots of fish.again...im darker again=.=damn it.no tok mch...pict..hehe,oh ya....a night i wanted t go c da performance of dono wat fountain..bt i feel like wasting time,better at play up my CABAL...xD

(Top:entrance of mines wonderland)above...monkey...xD3pitc-Korean coin n....4th...my dad silly face...xD5th pitc-the lake n sapura tingi(dono wats tat=.=)

6th pitc-me wit my cousin wit da coin7th pic-mom,me,n mui mui(my mom....xD)bihind is da wite dragon8th pitc-mom...tat time adjusting her shoe

9th pitc-cn u spot me aniwer??xD10th pitc-tour around mines wonderland11th pitc-mirror oh mirror...y u take pitc of me?=p12th pitc-isn't it beautiful?13th pict-malaysian tiger..=.=,lame~14th pitc-wite tiger...frostbear...Rawr!!xD

15th n 16th pitc...me n my cousin(da drama king..haha),and horses being squirt..xD

tats all of da day...i luv da feeling being at mines wonderland,thou its boring,sight-seeing is worth to go2 c.luv yay mines...dono wen i'l b going der again..T.T

nth2write

well...since my sweetheart noe my blog d,i guess i wont b writing mch on dis page.yes i love her ver very mch with all my heart.2day i play wit her,wen she don let me do sumtin,i pretend2ignore her,she tot i was angry;den suddenly she turn her back n its her turn2 nt bother me,den i try2 persuaed her bt i fail,da feeling.....make's me pain in my heart cz she don bother me;n da stupid ting is tat i cry,she tot i cry bcz of da ting she don let me do bt actually its other tings.nw oni i noe how does it feel wen we r being torture by others.i always cry bcz i don wan2 lose my sweetheart,girlsr reli terrifying cz we boys woukd nt noe wats gona happen in future.
Time is reli precious,wen da days pass by u wen ur in luv,we dont noe how mch it had pass bt til wen we stop luving(havin relationship)we notice how selfish we r wen we r alone,without partner.As a "loner"like me,well actually on d outside im nt,bt inside it is;is quite selfish n vengenceful,i hv dark side of me where sadistic action wil i do,who noes!aniway i always hav a will/quote b4 leaving mother earth-4gv me 4my sins, inproper action or life path,al i wan is jz live a hapi,meaningful life,so tat i wil nt regret wen im gone.ask urself wat do u wan in ur life,do u deserve wat u gt?aniway i would nt futher write my words,n dis is where i stop~

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sweet heart,don b mad at me,i noe u mind me taking other gurl's num,bt tink of it ler...im wit u d,u bleave tat i wil leave u?if i leave u,u cn chop my head off2kick football!bt if u ever betray me in any other way!!u will hav no future at al in a realationship!i wil snipe u down til nvr fly again!sry if im rude here,bt i reli luv u rite nw!so plsszzzz...treat me wit al ur best n i wil always luv u wit al my heart n care.i hope u reli grow up n don mind lots of tings,wer its reli useless4 sumtin2 tk in mind,wen luv is luv,we luv it wit all we cn;or even wrk hard,we would wrk hard2 strive wat we wan!!well....its fine4 me rite nw!i jz wan2 say tat2day after say gudbye2 u,my heart begin2 ache cz i feel tat ur nt normal,i cry in da bus(no1 c la)n oso in train!i notice tat ur sms was diff den u write...so i plan2 go home asap2 call u.n...^^muackz...cant wait2 b ur gf

i want2 apologize2 my swtheart

i am so sry tat2day i left u out, i was doin tat proxy num n i left u out><....well here is wer i do it!! I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
that i wil nt repeat!oh n oso 2day make you wait4 me
p/s:wat i type is no copy paste business!!i type it myself,bleave it or nt,up2u.sleep well n don tink2mch babe,i wil always pary4 u,tink of u,miss u,tender u,tk care of u,b der4 u....wen im in negative mood,pls don folow me instead pls confornt me,"i wil tink of u if u tink of me"means tat we mst care each other,don keep inside or lie it!
I LOVE YOU!!

i notice sumtin bout myself

ive notice myself tat everytime i luv sum1,i gt weak in term of myself,my defends gets prone2 danger,even my study wil gt weaker,mayb god does't let me involve in these kind of tings til i gt old,dey does't gv me the "fair"oppurtinity.bt aniway i hope tat we could last long my sweetheart,jz like a fairy tale...=p,hehe^^

I dream of dis~hope its not true

well,2day i woke up at 11pm,heard tat my parents is attending a malay wedding at wisma sejarah(near national library)came bak at 3.30 n i go bak slp again at 3.45,damn pig rite me??=p.i dream bout my sweetheart,damn sad.i dream tat i was walking wit a girl(last time tuition at kasturi in chinese class,nw in my skul d)den all of a sudden she grab my hand n hold me,making tings even worst wile she was doin tat,my swtheart came out frm a corner(me n her was walking in a corner)..n saw wat me n her doin,she ran away,i quickly snap off n find her bt she was 2fas,i find her everywhere,til i cry,i've cal her bt she didt pick my call,i was so worried til find her at night,i reli hope tat dis incident won't happen2 me!i nvr lie2 my girl,NVR!i luv her all my heart!cut my head off if i ever did it!!

25oct-sunway-3ppl

well once again i tipu mom tat i gt cls 2day,went wit ming n "sweet heart".reach der bout 9.45...damn early tat so many shops didt open yt!!lol..aniway we bought our ticket n went in...played da dry park1st den da wet.i reli hate da tea cup,makes me wana vomit after da ride,sumore after tat tomohawk,lagi wana vomit!!ming vomit oni,i didt...i vomit gas out oni,hehe.after tat we cross da bridge2 go bak,here's sum pitc of da day

my pose like wana vomit!!lol...swtheart n ming==damn...same:


i luv dis pitc da most...my swtheart's smile luks like a star the olsen,her smile reli luks like ashley olsen...xD.luv ya swtheart^^

wat fuking friends of my gt

i reli dono wat type of col friends alvin gt,worst den a primary skul student,thou im da organizer of da activity well as i say,every1 is an organizer-suggest,remind,infrom.aniway....i don hav da mood 2write nw, type some other time~

im not Ready yt...so be patient!

2day was my lucky day,at 1st i head2 my skul 2pass da ticket tat i buy 4jocelyn,n tk bak my notes tat pinjam2 lai ming.den i wanted2 go cls 4testing da model bt lazy instead i go meet KM,well in 2days meet wit her i gt luk tat my group assign pass^^hehe.bt 1ting...i notice tat i wast'n da type 4her,shortly means tat she is nt da type of gurl i luv/like,she reli nid2 change alot in her attitude,character....etc....reli alot even manners!i tink tat she reli fits alvin's place wer dey wil understand each other cz dey r da"lonely"1...no1 2 teach,as im bless2 hav a family wit great honour n moral.is ok if im da oni boy in da family...thx god...luv ya as always^^.bt im nt bless wit wealth tats a bad ting=p,well wat shud i ask more if i hav2 choose either1?hehe.
aniways,i reli hope tat i c big changes in her in future bt 4nw,im nt goin2 tel her tat i luv her n b her gf,as its ture tat im nt 100%in luv wit her bt i feel more disgusted!as i hated her b4 by her attitude cz 1day her close friend told me bout truth bout her,i was schock n immidiatly,its like istant hate her d.since den i didt care mch bout her n even if she find me(tat time la) i don choi her...shh...aiya..she oso dono my blog haha..its ok.

Accident

well its nt me actually,its my love,she didt c infront n press wrong pedal straight knock da tractor frm bhind,she ask me guess how old was her in da pitc wile ming was toking2 her,she turn her bak n wen ming say"c c c"den wen she luk infront....BANG!!da bonet oni hempit tats al,den da trator driver was an indian,he wan us2 pull over...bt der was no time2 argue or do dis ting d,den he follow us bhind n manage2 lost him.at 1st after she drop us at mid-valley i ws like not so wory as ming is more worried den me....later....my heart suddenly fell insucure tat i shud folow her til home,bt instead tat i came down da car.den as i wait her2 reach home,she cal me(means she at home d)say wer i am...n i was soooo worried tat i wont happen2 her in da future.everytime i sit her car,i nid2 like instruct her wat2 do!i reli hope tat she cn drive smoothly in da future....hope all da best2 her,thou she dono my blog bt hey...here's wer i keep everyting.i hope everyting tat she wil change everyting bout her except her physical la.
OK,2day went skating wit yao,ming n my luv,2day was da sweetest day of my whole break up condition.thx my luv,thou u hav bad luk2day....I LOVE U!!

I tink......

I tink im in luv wit sum1 i used2hate,bt i don hate her nw as i4gt bout her since i noe wat type of person is her.bt recently oni i meet up wit her few times,well i hope dis kind of feeling/condition is temporary.As i experience b4 its kinda waste of time,even if we manage2 gt2ghter,i dono wen i cn stand her kind of attidude 2wards her friends espesially!well its like evryday i tok2 her since da met up.ystday ive ask sumtin "bored"tat make myself stupid.I feel tat i jz cant win in dose "ting"thou u cn say that im selfish.im used2 live al by myself,i hav my own world!do i nid anitin else??as da horoscope of mine said(i love do it my way).aniway 2me im stil nt ready4 ani luv as i luv2 hav1 ani time.bt im nt a full time lover,i gt a dream2 persue!aniway....i reli dare nt2 gv a relationship of me n her a try as im sick of havin it,she was once my girl of my dream,bt nt 4nw,time changes a man.well i felt pity4 her.

Drama over-view

미안하다 사랑한다

basically dis movie is a sad movie2c....i honestly i didt catch up everyday.the main character in da movie love a gurl tat had married2 a wite man,as da wedding was running,a man wanted2 shoot da bride n groom,so he protect his gurl n kena bullet in his head.the doc manage2 pull1 bullet away bt d other is 2near2 his brain,da risk of taking it out is big.so da story went on where a star was his brother:
so at last he admit his brother,bt he(main char)don bleave tat his mom was cruel!!ok toking bout da main gurl char....she met da main char in australia in a club...where da gurl is working as make up artist4 da guy(pitc above).haiz...lazy2 type,bt aniway at last da guy die bcz of da bullet in his brian n da gurl die bside his grave,cz she love him oso....damn fuking sad man....go hav look of dis movie....

Black Black Black

nia ma hai ah....2day damn black....i jz use RM10 bt da 50 didt....stil it lost!!n tat RM50 is oni wat i left4nxt wk....means nxt wk i don pockey money2 use....den my "dear"so gud help me by pinjam me....end of da month oni return2 her....hehe,bt stil....im reli damn poor la nw....sumore i lost my wallet twice dis year==wit my IC 2ghter!!wen la dis wil stop???GOD IS NOT FAIR!!!aniway...i went out wit KM2day...walau...didt aspect tat i go out wit her everyda(dis wk)lol....sumore late night cum bak==oh ya...n there's sumtin happen,KM's car gt prob...n found out tat it was da balancing pole broke....dangerous oh,da car kept shaking its butt...hehe,went2 car shop n she paid RM160 for it!SCARYY~