boredZzz

well...i tink i noe how 2write my own site d,1st of all if i ever could or have d chance2 hav a kitchen knife in my hand n kill dose ppl i hate!!god damn it 2day my bf turn me down,wanted2 go PC fair n work,i tot he had submit me in...bt den,its 2late!!cau hai!!bt den again its so bored at home playing games!aniway i gt 2noe sum1 in skul,at 1st i tot she was jz an odinary or best friend of mine, bt it turn out tat she changes in her attitude n d way she speak!i was wat d....r u reli tat kind of person?u c....i can predict sum1 frm d time i meet dem..wat kind of person r dem,slowly....dier true colors came out at last!wen she ask weather i gt c her blog or not...i pretended tat i didt c....bt i saw!i still reli don get it,girls "expose"demself2 guys wat is she interseted or wat...bt tink bout it,did dey ever tink bout us,care bout us as we do on dem?do dey?althought ive feel d pain b4,bt it still hurts wen d truth came out!!sumtimes i wanna cry out like a 10year old girl.ive love sum1 4no reason,bt den i asked myself b4,do i love her?no...bt den...she show interest in me....so...u noe...i respond back!I reli don trust girls animore 4dier sweet words...LIE!!even if dey mean it...don bleave it!!u will b fool at last.wen a girl say she will cal u back later or sms u back....guys...don wait....it will nvr happen!!its hard now these days 2find girls tat r true2 luv...god man!...haiz...bt i tink its ok la....no1 very rare ppl wil noe my blog...til now oni der's 2ppl noe...well i wil like2 confess tat i luv jaycee loh.i reli wish tat we hav all d time we can or wan,bt...it seems tat god doest let us2gthr...hmm..i will not blame god4 dis,cz i nvr blame god,its u.haha,althought i didt tel u tat i love u or i don hac chance2 tel u,bt here...i hav told my feeelings.i can say ppl dont often tel wat dey tink,i realise tat people reli nid speak throught dier heart,n there's wer comunication will not fail.ok i wil not write long as ppl n me myself wil not read damn long blog!nxt time~chiaoz...the damned4ever!