I have no idea wat is goin on wit my study...ARGH!!!!

I reli don get it,i've understand it,follow the rules,apply in it...wats wrong? most of my subject nw suks n i get an "E" for my service1 and is equall to my final 60%,n nw i have oni 40% more n i will wrk hard 4 it!!!

I oso hope i don c tat fuking suja face again nxt sem or i'l withdraw myself frm tat course!!!! I hope my other subject will nt as worst lk dis....or else im doom!!!MAN wats wrong?tell me god, wats wrong? for my studio i admit i didt practice mch on my drawing,bt others?i dont get it!!!!

What im good at u tel me?i don feel that im good at aniting,jz rubbish!!dahlah im nobody,lk a pile of shyt!! da feeling of giving up jz cant loose on me,i jz hope i can make it through,bless me~