20080620

=p

sien as always....nth interesting everyday,dis week most of my class over early,my model i haven't even started2 do....sktch journal also not yet updated.found music script of 흰눈 and까만안경 from이루.yeah~^^d phone im using now suks(my sister's1)cant comunicate wit sum1..haiz....so miss~.tmr going2 sunway with a bunch of friend frm my skul,how wish she could folow me...bt nvm....live witout the "ting".also...i watch 이루's mv,wow tat was awsome!!and his new MV was stunning....hiz songs always touches me...althought i donno wat he means(lyrics).bt he show through music,n by the title i noe wat he's trying2 express,i got2 noe it on d net(translated).nice....hz 3rd album was d best!!sadly...he had join d army wer its compulsory2 al korean guy.so we would expcet no news of him til he come back....we miss u so much 이루><.aniway...i cant express much as in my heart is always a mess and upset of the same old ting!chaozz~

20080611

^^and angry

2day after skul went c movie wit best friend^^kung fu panda rocks!!also went bowling at TS...so expensive,T.T tmr nid2pass up the slides4 technical english n i not yt even start it!!fuk man!!luckly it's not presentation..later at home,awaiting guild war in RO,8-10pm,i played only 15min and "chau"scare kena scolding tmr,cz mom was cuming bak and not wan her2 c me playing game,she said she was cuming bak by 8.30 bt she turn up at 10...wtf??i urgently nided it2 do my slides4tmr,later tat she wan me do sumting bout d printer,donno wat happen suddenly she scold me 4no reason,i was jz rushing2do wat she cal me 2do,cz tmr gotta hand in my slides4 d presentation.and now im stil writing....so blur....!@@!

20080609

deaD dAy~

feel "dead"2day....nth interesting at 1st,leng lui at train==...so boring!!reach KLcentral fill wit vengence,1month ago kena tipu2 phone away..fuk hz mom work at rumah pelacur hz dad be some dog outside begging for a living n hz leg being chop and send2 indonesia 2beg4money.i swear if i ever c him again i'l cripple hz leg,smash hz brain like a mash potato,boil hz balls n banana,make hz leg out of a golf stick!!btw,2day i had only1class,my groupmate frm building material suks!(not talking bout u2 ah{CK,wong})he ask us2 stay back and do building material assign,but at last....it turn up2b effortless,while waiting4him to come2d library,me n amos played game 4wile,til wen he came...continue==,i had stop bt hz stil playing.wasting our time and hz,i prefer at home plaing games!

20080608

:p donno how2write....like drama

사람을 너무 사랑했던거죠,얼마나 나를 아프게 할지도 모르고,기뻐했죠 이 세상에 그댈 가진 사람 나하나 뿐이라며,이 내리던 어느 날 그 고운 입술로 날 사랑한다고,안녕이란 말을 하고 그대가 내 곁을 떠나갔죠 ,몰랐었죠 우리 헤어진다는건,정말 그대가 내 사랑인줄 알았는데.미안해요 잘해주지 못한 나지만 이별까지도....so sad tat she's leaving,without appreciation,no respond,no love.bt nvm...i'l continue live on my own world...selfishly!wel...i noe tats no use of sobbing and feel despair,im bored and used2these tings!only love songs fill my soul and my kind of song hunger anguish .present,i feel so sick and bored out when seeing couples holding hand,even if i imagine i was dem,i will not do it!lets say my skin has harden.sick of these tings and won't mention it.failure is all i gt now,lost my phone,IC,headphone,purse(twice).i don't noe wat happen,girls r always demanding...worst den being an architect who serve some client!!well...i tinks tats all i can write 4now...