i want2 apologize2 my swtheart

i am so sry tat2day i left u out, i was doin tat proxy num n i left u out><....well here is wer i do it!! I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY I AM SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
that i wil nt repeat!oh n oso 2day make you wait4 me
p/s:wat i type is no copy paste business!!i type it myself,bleave it or nt,up2u.sleep well n don tink2mch babe,i wil always pary4 u,tink of u,miss u,tender u,tk care of u,b der4 u....wen im in negative mood,pls don folow me instead pls confornt me,"i wil tink of u if u tink of me"means tat we mst care each other,don keep inside or lie it!
I LOVE YOU!!

i notice sumtin bout myself

ive notice myself tat everytime i luv sum1,i gt weak in term of myself,my defends gets prone2 danger,even my study wil gt weaker,mayb god does't let me involve in these kind of tings til i gt old,dey does't gv me the "fair"oppurtinity.bt aniway i hope tat we could last long my sweetheart,jz like a fairy tale...=p,hehe^^

I dream of dis~hope its not true

well,2day i woke up at 11pm,heard tat my parents is attending a malay wedding at wisma sejarah(near national library)came bak at 3.30 n i go bak slp again at 3.45,damn pig rite me??=p.i dream bout my sweetheart,damn sad.i dream tat i was walking wit a girl(last time tuition at kasturi in chinese class,nw in my skul d)den all of a sudden she grab my hand n hold me,making tings even worst wile she was doin tat,my swtheart came out frm a corner(me n her was walking in a corner)..n saw wat me n her doin,she ran away,i quickly snap off n find her bt she was 2fas,i find her everywhere,til i cry,i've cal her bt she didt pick my call,i was so worried til find her at night,i reli hope tat dis incident won't happen2 me!i nvr lie2 my girl,NVR!i luv her all my heart!cut my head off if i ever did it!!

25oct-sunway-3ppl

well once again i tipu mom tat i gt cls 2day,went wit ming n "sweet heart".reach der bout 9.45...damn early tat so many shops didt open yt!!lol..aniway we bought our ticket n went in...played da dry park1st den da wet.i reli hate da tea cup,makes me wana vomit after da ride,sumore after tat tomohawk,lagi wana vomit!!ming vomit oni,i didt...i vomit gas out oni,hehe.after tat we cross da bridge2 go bak,here's sum pitc of da day

my pose like wana vomit!!lol...swtheart n ming==damn...same:


i luv dis pitc da most...my swtheart's smile luks like a star the olsen,her smile reli luks like ashley olsen...xD.luv ya swtheart^^

wat fuking friends of my gt

i reli dono wat type of col friends alvin gt,worst den a primary skul student,thou im da organizer of da activity well as i say,every1 is an organizer-suggest,remind,infrom.aniway....i don hav da mood 2write nw, type some other time~

im not Ready yt...so be patient!

2day was my lucky day,at 1st i head2 my skul 2pass da ticket tat i buy 4jocelyn,n tk bak my notes tat pinjam2 lai ming.den i wanted2 go cls 4testing da model bt lazy instead i go meet KM,well in 2days meet wit her i gt luk tat my group assign pass^^hehe.bt 1ting...i notice tat i wast'n da type 4her,shortly means tat she is nt da type of gurl i luv/like,she reli nid2 change alot in her attitude,character....etc....reli alot even manners!i tink tat she reli fits alvin's place wer dey wil understand each other cz dey r da"lonely"1...no1 2 teach,as im bless2 hav a family wit great honour n moral.is ok if im da oni boy in da family...thx god...luv ya as always^^.bt im nt bless wit wealth tats a bad ting=p,well wat shud i ask more if i hav2 choose either1?hehe.
aniways,i reli hope tat i c big changes in her in future bt 4nw,im nt goin2 tel her tat i luv her n b her gf,as its ture tat im nt 100%in luv wit her bt i feel more disgusted!as i hated her b4 by her attitude cz 1day her close friend told me bout truth bout her,i was schock n immidiatly,its like istant hate her d.since den i didt care mch bout her n even if she find me(tat time la) i don choi her...shh...aiya..she oso dono my blog haha..its ok.

Accident

well its nt me actually,its my love,she didt c infront n press wrong pedal straight knock da tractor frm bhind,she ask me guess how old was her in da pitc wile ming was toking2 her,she turn her bak n wen ming say"c c c"den wen she luk infront....BANG!!da bonet oni hempit tats al,den da trator driver was an indian,he wan us2 pull over...bt der was no time2 argue or do dis ting d,den he follow us bhind n manage2 lost him.at 1st after she drop us at mid-valley i ws like not so wory as ming is more worried den me....later....my heart suddenly fell insucure tat i shud folow her til home,bt instead tat i came down da car.den as i wait her2 reach home,she cal me(means she at home d)say wer i am...n i was soooo worried tat i wont happen2 her in da future.everytime i sit her car,i nid2 like instruct her wat2 do!i reli hope tat she cn drive smoothly in da future....hope all da best2 her,thou she dono my blog bt hey...here's wer i keep everyting.i hope everyting tat she wil change everyting bout her except her physical la.
OK,2day went skating wit yao,ming n my luv,2day was da sweetest day of my whole break up condition.thx my luv,thou u hav bad luk2day....I LOVE U!!

I tink......

I tink im in luv wit sum1 i used2hate,bt i don hate her nw as i4gt bout her since i noe wat type of person is her.bt recently oni i meet up wit her few times,well i hope dis kind of feeling/condition is temporary.As i experience b4 its kinda waste of time,even if we manage2 gt2ghter,i dono wen i cn stand her kind of attidude 2wards her friends espesially!well its like evryday i tok2 her since da met up.ystday ive ask sumtin "bored"tat make myself stupid.I feel tat i jz cant win in dose "ting"thou u cn say that im selfish.im used2 live al by myself,i hav my own world!do i nid anitin else??as da horoscope of mine said(i love do it my way).aniway 2me im stil nt ready4 ani luv as i luv2 hav1 ani time.bt im nt a full time lover,i gt a dream2 persue!aniway....i reli dare nt2 gv a relationship of me n her a try as im sick of havin it,she was once my girl of my dream,bt nt 4nw,time changes a man.well i felt pity4 her.

Drama over-view

미안하다 사랑한다

basically dis movie is a sad movie2c....i honestly i didt catch up everyday.the main character in da movie love a gurl tat had married2 a wite man,as da wedding was running,a man wanted2 shoot da bride n groom,so he protect his gurl n kena bullet in his head.the doc manage2 pull1 bullet away bt d other is 2near2 his brain,da risk of taking it out is big.so da story went on where a star was his brother:
so at last he admit his brother,bt he(main char)don bleave tat his mom was cruel!!ok toking bout da main gurl char....she met da main char in australia in a club...where da gurl is working as make up artist4 da guy(pitc above).haiz...lazy2 type,bt aniway at last da guy die bcz of da bullet in his brian n da gurl die bside his grave,cz she love him oso....damn fuking sad man....go hav look of dis movie....

Black Black Black

nia ma hai ah....2day damn black....i jz use RM10 bt da 50 didt....stil it lost!!n tat RM50 is oni wat i left4nxt wk....means nxt wk i don pockey money2 use....den my "dear"so gud help me by pinjam me....end of da month oni return2 her....hehe,bt stil....im reli damn poor la nw....sumore i lost my wallet twice dis year==wit my IC 2ghter!!wen la dis wil stop???GOD IS NOT FAIR!!!aniway...i went out wit KM2day...walau...didt aspect tat i go out wit her everyda(dis wk)lol....sumore late night cum bak==oh ya...n there's sumtin happen,KM's car gt prob...n found out tat it was da balancing pole broke....dangerous oh,da car kept shaking its butt...hehe,went2 car shop n she paid RM160 for it!SCARYY~